2012

I have been suffering from blog guilt - mostly because if I let too much time go, it's hard to recollect the small moments.  On one hand, it's a good thing as I've been so immersed in life that there just hasn't been much time or energy to invest in reflecting.  On the other hand, I like to reflect, and the birth of my little blog was to collect family/baby memories.  I finally realized last year that I was just not going to have scrapbooks for my kids, but rather piles of things/pictures/mementos.  In order to capture things somewhat chronologically the blog option became the best route :)

It's 2012.  I can't even believe it.  Every new year feels bittersweet.  I am sad in many ways to let 2011 go -- mostly because it was when Avery was born and writing 2012 is just a reminder of how fast time goes.  I was out doing some window shopping today and almost teared up at the sight of onesies and anything under 6-12 months.  I think we are done, but I can't say it definitively, as it gets me too sad :(  I never, NEVER thought I'd be feeling this way...I thought I'd feel done, closure, fini, but nope.  I AM getting old, though :)